Big Day

MIBG and Bone Marrow are today. Mallory will have to be sedated for both tests and we will be there most likely all day. Please pray that they are able to get some bone marrow to test, on babies this test can be tricky because of how soft their bone marrow is.

For not eating for 8 hours Mallory is still smiling at me this morning  (not near as much as normal but I don't blame her) and went back to sleep. Hopefully she sleeps away the morning .

I totally had her giggling like CRAZY last night, I was singing my horrible song (be warned I sing when I haven't been getting enough sleep and they are usually TERRIBLE songs and I am NOT a good singer) called "Radioactive Baby" to her. She liked it, so I guess making a fool out of myself is totally worth some deep belly baby laughs.

All in all Ryan and I are taking it one day at a time, one thing we can say is that this sucks, we still haven't been able to fully process everything. It is a journey, and because of it we will be stronger people and so will our children. I will go to the end of the earth for my kids, and not that I wouldn't have before but it has been an eye opening experience. So hug your babies, give them too many kisses, be a role model, and count your blessings EVERY DAY!